I have been a pathetic blogger. This was supposed to be my writing exercise and I have let it go for over a month. Some would argue that I have a good excuse. My brother was very ill and hospitalized. One week ago he was taken of life support. Our brother and I stayed with Allan until he died. It was my first face-to-face experience with death. I found it to be a transition more than an ending. I just don't know a transition to what.