Seriously...

This blog is my way of coming to terms with my own issues with depression. If you are experiencing signs of depression or are thinking of hurting yourself, PLEASE seek professional help. You can talk to someone at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or 1-800-784-2433. There is a TTY line at 1-800-799-4TTY (4889) for the Deaf and hard-of-hearing.

Monday, February 1, 2010

What to do with happiness?

Not that anyone is reading, but I still feel badly that I haven't posted in almost 2 months. It's hard to come up with something for a negativity blog when I've been feeling relatively happy. The truth is, feeling happy for this long makes me nervous. I suspect I'm not alone in this. When things go well for too long, those of us who see the glass half empty wonder when said glass will shatter all to hell. It simply is not a normal state of being. Not to mention I dread becoming one of those people who is so constantly upbeat that other people want to throttle me. My negative thoughts are not all gone, I assure you. Just this morning I looked at my feet and thought "how ugly!" I have thought about this imperfection all day, and it's bringing me down. Ahhh! That's better.

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